Today, I saw something I have been dreaming about partially dissolve right in front of me. And even if actually only in a temporary, delayed fashion , it feels so… permanent…it  feels as if all excitement has been swept up from under me. And I am trying to concentrate on happy things, and them telling me that everything is okay and there is nothing to worry about, but I can’t help but feel… crushed.

Enough now.


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